I won’t always be this.
I know that I won’t always be this because I haven’t always been this.
I will be more.
I am different from who I was 4 years ago. I am different from who I was 4 months ago. I am different even from who I was 4 days ago in much bigger ways that I was expecting.
And so on days when I can’t look in the mirror, days where I am crying over a plate of food, days where I refuse to look at my newly posted grades, days where I feel like I’m at a dead end job, days where I just feel so totally stuck, I just have to remind myself that I won’t always be this.
I will be more
I am okay I am okay I am okay.
So I pray to Him: stay with me, stay with me.
this is one of my favourite things
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